Day 35

So another day has come to pass, and everything seems to be hurrying on by.
When will there be a time where everything just comes to a stop,
and where we can all realize the beauty that lies within the Earth itself.
For if we spend everyday of our lives worrying about what is going to happen next
We will never come to know the true beauty within ourselves and others.
She always wondered if anyone would realize who she was within.
She always had a smile on her face and never showed how she truly felt.
She did such things because she feared of being hurt yet again.
What if she were to fall for the wrong guy again; she could not survive something so painful.
Everyone always said she was always so easy to read, never a day could she ever lie.
But what they did not realize is that she had become so well at lying that no one could tell the difference.
Except for a select few they always knew that she was not doing okay even when she said she was fine.
They were her true friends, although there were not many they were the ones who guided her through it all.
Without them she would have been absolutely lost within the chaos of this thing we call life.
So she goes on day by day hiding her feelings and trying to get through it all.
Not wanting to bring down anyone else with her like she did before,
Because in the past she lost many people who meant a lot to her.
However, that is the past and it is too late to go back and change that all as she has said before.
On her journey she finds who belongs and wants to make the right choices.
She has learned now that it is better to say how she feels rather than hold her feelings in.
Even if it means she will get hurt again she always knows someone will be there ready to catch her,
And if they are not there she is learning to become stronger and build herself up.
For nothing can hold her down, not even the darkest of all the hours left to come.
She goes on with life with her head held high and starts to tell everyone how she feels.
She did not leave anyone out of her stories at all.
For as you can see each story that she will come to write will be how she truly feels about that person.
It will be the truth and people may get hurt, but in the end they must realize how they made her feel.
They put her down or brought her up, but in the end the story is what will tell the truth.
So as you read this and start to wonder remember if you have treated others the way you want to be treated,
Because one of the stories might just end up being about you.
--A.Mi.