Day 18

the day came and left with the wind
many thought it was rather short to say this was the end
one though stood out from the rest and let her colors shine through
she did not let anyone stand in her way
she followed the light that shone brighter than all the stars in the sky
that light was her path for utter happiness her true bliss
the path was more pure than the snow that fell from the sky
the path cared more for her than anyone currently in her life
it showed her how to live her life for her and him
it would never stray her towards the wrong things,
but lead her towards the right things
she knew this was the right choice for once in her life
her choice to chose God as her path was the right choice overall

Day 17

today was the start of new revolutions,
as the snow fell to the ground and covered the Earth.
it was more pure than anything that has been seen in awhile.
they frolicked around without a care in the world.
no one was going to ruin the happiness that this night brought with it.
the day slowly drifted into night as the sun set;
the moon emerged as a brilliant and radiant light.
their happiness was never once shattered.
memories and laughter were shared between everyone.
they were inseparable, and the closest of friends.
smiles were plastered onto their faces,
but they were different this time they were not fake.
they were the most real smiles they all had in awhile.
they found their utter bliss and would live it out like the perfect dream.
It was there happiness and joy that showed others;
peace can exist in a world like the one we live in today.

Day 16

When everything was at her lowest time she was lost.
she didn't know what to do or what was ahead.
Then when she thought she lost her best friend.
He was there for her as he said he would always be.
She was always on the edge though,
to much hurt from previous trials and tribulations she never knew who to trust.
she didn't want to tell him she thought their friendship wouldn't last,
but she thought about it every night for a long time.
Then one day that all changed.
He finally told her what was on his mind,
and she listened to every word he had said.
Their friendship grew strong and it was almost inseparable.
Only the times could tell if this friendship would stand the test of times.
If it didn't well who ever wants to think about the ifs and but's.
she only hopes for the best and that she won't be hurt in the end.
she knew this time thought she wouldn't get hurt.
she knew this time it was different!
--A.Mi! (:

Day 15

I learned never to give up hope.
You showed me that there was something worth living for.
When I realized that was true,
nothing ever stopped me from testing the limits.
I had a dream that I hoped would come true.
time passed by and it started to get harder to believe this could ever happen.
my hopes were slowy going down the drain with my dream.
The day was coming and I had given up all hope,
but then you came and you showed me the way.
You led me away from the darkness and into the light.
You showed me who I could trust and who could be followed.
Most of all you showed me that you are the greatest,
and I can put all my love and hope into you and you will never leave me.
Without you God I don't know what I would have done during those times.
You helped me when only a few people were there.
I'm truly grateful for that and you will always be in my heart,
and I will always remember you when I am stuck in times like those again.
I live for you and no one else.
--A.Mi!

Day 14

time has changed, and I just about thought it was all gone
then you came around and showed me you were here until the end
no matter what I told you, you never left my side.
you were one of the only people I knew that I could trust.
It happened again when I lost all my hope.
weeks passed by, and I just wanted to hear you say...
don't worry everything is going to be okay.
those days turned into months or what seemed like it.
I was just about ready to give up there again,
but then you came and saved me like always.
without you I wonder what would've happened to me.
Would I still be here now?
I won't have to think about that though.
I'm never leaving you as long as you never leave me.
we are best friends stuck in this journey.
until something happens or the strings get disconnected,
but until that comes i'll always be here for you.
--A.Mi...

Day 13

people say things change for a reason
weather it is a good or bad reason
I used to never want to believe in this at all,
but I know this is true now, and I see what they all were trying to say
things change, and at first it may be hard to cope with,
but in the end and with time it will eventually get better
don't ever give up any bit of hope that you have inside.
because one day you will need that to get through something
somethign much bigger, and harder to get over.
what that is I guess you have to figure that out for yourself.
all I can say is that wounds hurt when they are opened,
and if you baby them they will always hurt.
You have to let them get better on their own.
forget abotu whatever is hurting you, and put it behind you.
trust me in the end it will be worth it!
--A.Mi!! (:

Day 12

so it's a new year and things have changed
2010 taught me how to be stronger and grow with the help of god
it also taught me that I will never be alone no matter what
I learned who matters to me and who doesn't
now 2011 is here and I'm ready for change a good change
I'm going to live life for me and god no one else
you will lose and gain, but in the end that is life
it's not always good, but the journey to the end is well worth it.
you will make a lot of new friends and try a lot of new things
just remember everyone who is there for you and who hasn't hurt you
this year is going to be new and fresh just like every year is
but it's the year that could be different by a lot this year
you never know what can happen
you can fall in love, but you can fall out of it.
you can win, or you can lose.
you can sit here and keep thinking about the what if's,
but come on where is that going to get you.
think about the now, and forget the past.
trust me I learned a lot from doing that,
and the view in life now isn't to bad (:
--A.Mi!!! :D