Day 10

you mean more to her than words can explain.
everytime she talks to you her heart flutters a little more and mroe each day.
you know what she has gone through,
and she knows what you have gone through.
it's like a puzzle that fits together.
she longs for you to see what she is really trying to say.
there is more than you think behind every smile face,
and for every sad face it can change her world.
she is always there for you.
just like you are always there for her,
but she wants you to see behind every i'm fine and i'm okay.
she wants you to know that her feelings for you are stronger than a lot of others.
she has been hurt to many times before,
but something is different this time.
she actually trusts the guy she sees before her.
she knows that he won't hurt her,
and if he does well,
I guess we all aren't always right.
--A.Mi....

Day 9

she couldn't hide from her fears anymore.
it all came crashing down around her.
no one saw past the fake smiles and happy laughter.
everywhere she saw people turning their back's on her.
she was left to fall into the dirt.
the bruises and scars forever killed her inside.
it was her only escape,
and the light was dimming at the end of the tunnel.
in one breathe she knew it could all be ended.
what was left for her to hold onto didn't seem worth it anymore.
no one could change her mind she had it set in stone.
she wouldn't be a burden to anyone anymore.
it would all end, and people could be happier.
she has no more trust in people.
she was there when they needed somone for a shoulder to cry on.
where were they when she needed someone to talk to and cry on.
it hurts, but it's true she's done with the pain.
--A.Mi....

Day 8

she thought that everything she felt for him was gone.
she thought he was a friend to her and nothing more.
well she couldn't hide her feelings anymore,
and she was ready to let the whole world know,
but only if she could tell it to him first.
he was and is her everything.
not a day passes by that she wishes she could see him.
he's her best friend and knows everything she has gone through.
she tells him all her secrets and he tells her all of his.
everyone else can see that they are meant to be,
and she wishes he would see that one day too.
but instead she sits here and writes her heart out onto this paper.
hoping one day he will read this, and know that it is about him.
he means more to her than anything.
she loves him.
--A.Mi....

Day 7

she knew it was all happening too fast
her world was crashing down all around her
she remembered when she wanted to grow up,
and now she realizes that it went too fast
she wanted to turn back the clock and change it all back
she missed the days when there wasn't a care in the world
the days where people actually cared about each other
now it's all filled with hate and anger; people don't care
it's all about who has money and can buy the best things
it's not about who actually cares and would care for you no matter what
that's all changed it's a war out there and you're left to fight it alone.
she wanted to break the stereotypes and be the one who didn't care about what others thought,
but how could she do that when the only person she trusted was slowly leaving from her grasp.
she's left to go through this war all alone,
and she doesn't know how much longer she can last,
but her time is slowly coming to an end.
the light that was once so joyous in her heart with him beside her.
it became almost a black abyss, with nothing left to be filled.
her life ended when the person who said he would always be there...
left forever.
--A.Mi....

Day 6

I don't know how much longer I could have waited.
you don't know what you did for me with those words you said.
I was going to end it all to take away the pain that I always feel,
but you said you are more stronger than you think you are,
and with those words there I wanted to break down and cry,
and you know what I did exactly that, and I was not afraid too.
you have protected our nation along side many others,
but yet in those forty-five minutes you saved my life.
you told us that we can handle harder things better than we think.
so today in class I sat there in my seat after you left, and cried.
no one knew why I was crying, but that did not matter.
you let me be able to feel every emotion I was ever afraid to feel.
with that you stopped me from hurting myself and the others around me.
I want to say thank you for everything that you do.
You protect our country and most importantly helped me save my life.
Thank you veteran Col. Balcavage.
--A.Mi....

Day 5

life all depends on the way you view things.
there is always going to be the negative or positive.
there is always that dull side or bright side.
it's like a photograph;
you use the negatives to develop,
and turn it into something you hope that will be beautiful.
you never can tell though until what is said
is complete you will regret it sometimes,
but the fact is you shouldn't regret it.
because if you do, you'll never be able to move forward.
you'll be stuck in that same memory replaying
it'll be like a broken record, that skips over the same part.
what others see as a tattered and torn apart road.
it could be a gold mine of hapiness to you.
cause you see everyone has a different perspective of life,
but you have the choice to choose to see it the way you want to.
don't let others tell you how to see things in life.
color your world and live in the brightness,
because one day that could all be gone.
you will be sitting there always wondering what if?
--A.Mi....

Day 4

another day passes by
she finally realizes that there is more to life,
there are people who care for her,
and the ones who will try and break her down,
until nothing of her is left.
she let them get to her,
she won't lie about it,
but then he changed her for the better,
and he showed here there is light in this dark place.
her heart was too broken at first to see,
then he told her that if she has high hopes,
and doesn't let anyone live her life for her.
the end will be the most beautiful thing.
time passed and her heart mended.
her hopes rose to the highest limits.
she saw that light and frolicked in the utter bliss.
in the end she realized that her happiness was hidden.
the black that blocked her light out was the darkness of hate.
she let people knock her down and tear her to p|i|e|c|e|s.
she was done with that, and she was made a new.
the dark was stript away, and what was left?
the bright light of happiness that shines like the sun!

Day 3

you learn that people you thought you could trust
well, you can no longer trust them.
the page will turn and the longer you stay on one page
the more it will fade, and discolor.
you try your hardest to try and save that page,
but like most stories go you have to go on,
and you can't look back.
you have to keep moving forward,
but the day will come when you remember that page,
and you'll never want to look back on it again.
because that one page caused you a chapter worth of termoil.
your life was forever changed because of someone else's ingnorance,
and you can never forget what they did to you.
they left that scar on your heart, and forever
you can never forget the words they said to you...
"you mean nothing to me and, you're just a worthless piece of nothing."
they all said words could never hurt me,
it was a lie...they did.
 --A.Mi.....

Day 2

Life is not about finding yourself.
Life is about creating yourself and who you want to be.
The choices are yours you just have to decide if they are gonna be good or bad....
Distance should not stop you from what you want,
but somehow in the end it always comes out that way;
You can change that and see that there is always hope at the end of the tunnel.
Don't let life pass you by,
forget the past.be in the now.think for the future.

--A.Mi! <3

Day 1

Everyday, it seems like it's to hard to make it past the next minute.
But, in the end it'll be worth it when you know how many tears you saved.
For in one second, it can all come crashing down around us.
We may not know what to do, but that's why we have family & friends.
With them it can make even the worse days seem brighter, and worth it.
So before you act, think about who you'll be hurting, and think.
Is it worth the end of your sorrow to start theirs tomorrow?