Day 30

I'm walking on the broken path.
Trying to piece things together was never this hard before,
but I know it is going to be worth the time I'm taking.
This path leads to the happiness that I've been searching for,
and even if it takes a few years to piece the path together,
I'll take all the time it takes to do just that.
Because I've gone too long in life not knowing what it means to be happy.
I finally have the chance to figure this all out, and I'm not going to waste my time.
Sometimes, you go through life not realizing what youhave until it's gone,
but when you don't have a lot to look forward to you see all the small things.
The small things help you get through it all,
heart break, sorrow, grief, and anything that tries to break your path.
It is the light at the end of the tunnel that will make your future bright.
So, I will keep on mending my path, and walking forward.
Nothing is going to stop me today, because I'm ready for what lays ahead.
--A.Mi! :D

Day 29

I am so close to the edge,
and I think I might fall.
I don't want to fall it's happened before;
last time I got hurt a lot,
but this time it's different, at least I think and hope it is.
You are my best friend, and I don't know what I would do without you.
You are always there to listen, and I'll always be there for you.
I know we are just friends, but I think I'm starting to fall for you.
but I know if I fall that things could never be the same.
You always say nothing will affect our friendship.
You know I like you, but loving someone is something completely different.
I listen to all your stories, and you listen to mine.
I know I am starting to fall and I'm close to the deep end,
but this time I'm not afraid.
I don't know why, but it feels different,
and that's all I need to feel.
At least for now I know my heart will be safe.
--A.Mi! (:

Day 28

A smile can mean more than one thing.
It could be that you are having the greatest day of your life,
or you could be covering up the worst day of your life.
either way it is a smile overall.
things get better, and with time you come to notice many things.
I've noticed that I have a few close friends,
and I do not need much more than them along with my family.
It is not always the biggest things in life that are the greatest.
It is often the most small thing that happens,
and that moment is truly the greatest thing to happen to you.
Without the small things who knows what could come to be.
All I know is that with them by my side nothing is going to bring me down.
I have them and that is all I need.
People who care and can make me smile and feel like i'm worth something.
That is something I have been missing for awhile,
and now that void is finally filled.
The smile on my face is real, and it is not a lie to cover up the pain!
--A.Mi!! :D

Day 27

I realized a lot more today than the days before.
We have grown apart, and you have given me nothing.
nothing except broken promises are the memories I have of you.
A friendship that was once so strong;
it is now nothing but old faded dust brushed into the timid earth.
At first it was hard realizing what was going on,
and I did cry for you every moment of those days.
However, I have moved on now, and I have realized much more.
There is no reason for me to cry over what there was.
I was lost, afraid, and scared, and I thought there was no hope.
I was wrong; I was wrong in so many ways.
You see the greatest things aren't always the latest in life.
Z is not the strongest letter in the alphabet, I can live without it.
However, I have all I ever needed right in front of me.
The letters like D, L, E, and M get me through it all.
Broken promises are nothing but a memory of the past.
I have the future, and I can tell you one thing about it.
That fact is that it sure looks a whole lot brighter than my past!
--A.Mi!! :D