Day 26

Another day passed her by.
Her heart was getting worse with every second.
She knew what she wanted to feel,
but she didn't know how to show it anymore.
Everything that she tried, well it never seemed to work out.
She was done trying to figure out things,
but she knew the love that she thought she knew.
Well, she didn't know it as well as she thought.
She knew there was only one person who meant the world to her,
but he would never feel the same way for her.
She said that it was okay, and they are better off as friends.
She didn't know what love was anymore; except for the love of God.
She knew that God would always be there for her no matter what,
but she lost hope in believeing that there could be someone else out there who loved her.
It takes time for a broken heart to mend,
but she couldn't handle the pain of it anymore.
All she needed was for someone to tell her that they love her,
but she stays hidden behind her smile, like she always does at best.
No one will ever see the scars, both inside and outside that haunt her.
She needs someone to feel the same way.
All she needs is love.
--A.Mi.

Day 25

Another day has come and gone.
It is just like all the other ones before,
and it has the same repetitive schedule.
You get your hopes up to quick just to watch them fall,
but with time you will learn not to reflect on the past.
Just look at the now and live life to the fullest.
You only have one life to live so why not make it the best.
Now I'm not saying it's going to be easy.
There will be times when you want to quit everything,
and at those times you just want to give up hope.
You have to keep going though it will get better;
People will come into your life and leave.
You just have to realize there is a plan for everything,
and even though you may not like it there is a reason for it.
So don't give up hope and just keep smiling.
Don't be afraid to show how you feel.
You never know how it might turn out.
Just keep on going you can make it through it.
There will always be help even if you don't see it.
I'll always be here for you through thick and thin.
Our friendship will never change,
and sure you always hear that, but I mean it this time.
You will have your heart broken many times,
and it is going to hurt there is no easy way to say it.
Just plow your way through with a smile on your face and head held high.
You are always better than your worse day.
That is what makes you the strong person you are.
--A.Mi!

Day 24

As I sit here I wonder.
I wonder if you know it all.
Do you see that I worry everyday,
and that one day you will realize that i've been hurt one to many times.
I trust you more than anything, but I feel like I put to much on you.
I want you to know you are the reason i'm still alive.
It those random texts and messages you send me;
they show me there is hope left and someone does care.
The day they stop I don't know what will happen,
but i'm not going to sit here and start worrying about that.
I have you as a friend right now,
and even though you mean a lot more i'm not letting emotions get in the way.
we will share laughs and memories for eternity.
Our friendship will never fade, but it will only grow.
--A.Mi.

Day 23

I love you.
those three words are harder to say than you think.
it's the truth and it always will be no matter what anyone says.
we are best friends and tell each other everything.
I couldn't tell you this for one reason,
and that's why i'm writing it on here.
because I value our friendship more than anything.
I can deal with a heart full of pain.
I've done it before,
but I could never deal with loosing you.
the day when that comes will be the worst day of my life.
You know everything, and know that I like you.
I just put a smile on my face as you tell me who you like;
knowing that our friendship will keep on going.
That is why this will be my secret;
I treasure our friendship more than the sanity of my heart.
--A.Mi.

Day 22

I never knew what a best friend was.
That was until I met you.
You were always there for me.
No matter how big or small it was,
and even if it was late at night.
You were always there for me through everything.
No one really understood what I went through,
but you knew exactly how I felt and you never judged me.
through thick and thin we never stopped being friends.
Then a time came when things weren't going so great.
I was crawling towards the lowest point in my life,
and at that point I thought there was no turning back.
I thought I lost you and we were done,
but then you came through for me and said,
"I don't know what I would do without you" and
"you are stronger than your brain is telling you"
those words made everything brighter.
I was filled with happiness and you knew everything.
You saved me from ending it all and without those words,
well I don't know what I would have done.
You are my best friend and no matter what I will always be there for you.
From A all the way to Z.
I will always be there like you are there for me.
--A.Mi! (: