Story 1: Traitor

She stood there at the beginning of her freshmen year wondering what would happen.
Would she make new friends, or would she keep the old?
She had no clue where her story would begin at all until she saw him.
Of course he was nice, but she was too smart, or so she thought.
She knew she could not trust him, and she knew exactly who he was and what made him infamous.
However, she started to talk to him and day by day she realized a lot.
She thought maybe he wasn't as bad as everyone said.
He's different than what people have told her.
So it was then that she started to put her trust in him.
Little by little she started to open up to him day by day.
Their friendship grew into a bright blossom.
She was always happy with him, and she thought he was the best friend ever.
Their feelings for stronger began to grow stronger with each day.
They both knew that this friendship had grown into something much more.
She started to fall for him, and he started to fall for her.
They shared their feelings with each other, and nothing tore them apart.
It was the first time in awhile that she truly felt happy, and she wasn't going to let anyone ruin that.
Sure they didn't get to talk everyday, but they still had a strong relationship.
Until one day when the thorn among the roses came upon it all.
Now she had a pretty off day to start, and then her "friend" said she had to tell her something terrible.
She told her "friend" to tell it to her quick because she just wanted to know.
Then the "friend" told her how the boy was telling her lies and how in reality she meant nothing to him.
She lost it and reached her breaking point.
She cut off from him like the fresh cut of a newly formed wound.
He wanted to know why; she didn't want to explain it at all because it hurt to much.
So they grew apart not to talk until a later time.
That's when the "friend" said that those words she spoke about him were lies and she was just jealous at the time.
That was when the girl realized she screwed everything up.
She trusted the words of a traitor over the words of someone she trusted her life with.
A year passed and the girl ran into the boy where she first had met him.
Their eyes locking on contact, and with both very different looks.
Her eyes were filled with sorrow and were not nearly as bright the first time she met him.
His eyes were filled with loss and questions.
Why did you leave, and why couldn't you explain it to me?
She realized she would never be able to tell him that she trusted the words of a traitor.
It would kill her to much, and she had already done so much damage.
This "friend" was never truly a friend just a traitor in disguise ready to wreck havoc wherever possible.
So remember this learn who your friends are.
Also, keep your friends close but best friends even closer.
You never know who the thorn among the roses will be.
In the end it can cost you one of the best friendships that you ever had.
--A.Mi...

Day 35

So another day has come to pass, and everything seems to be hurrying on by.
When will there be a time where everything just comes to a stop,
and where we can all realize the beauty that lies within the Earth itself.
For if we spend everyday of our lives worrying about what is going to happen next
We will never come to know the true beauty within ourselves and others.
She always wondered if anyone would realize who she was within.
She always had a smile on her face and never showed how she truly felt.
She did such things because she feared of being hurt yet again.
What if she were to fall for the wrong guy again; she could not survive something so painful.
Everyone always said she was always so easy to read, never a day could she ever lie.
But what they did not realize is that she had become so well at lying that no one could tell the difference.
Except for a select few they always knew that she was not doing okay even when she said she was fine.
They were her true friends, although there were not many they were the ones who guided her through it all.
Without them she would have been absolutely lost within the chaos of this thing we call life.
So she goes on day by day hiding her feelings and trying to get through it all.
Not wanting to bring down anyone else with her like she did before,
Because in the past she lost many people who meant a lot to her.
However, that is the past and it is too late to go back and change that all as she has said before.
On her journey she finds who belongs and wants to make the right choices.
She has learned now that it is better to say how she feels rather than hold her feelings in.
Even if it means she will get hurt again she always knows someone will be there ready to catch her,
And if they are not there she is learning to become stronger and build herself up.
For nothing can hold her down, not even the darkest of all the hours left to come.
She goes on with life with her head held high and starts to tell everyone how she feels.
She did not leave anyone out of her stories at all.
For as you can see each story that she will come to write will be how she truly feels about that person.
It will be the truth and people may get hurt, but in the end they must realize how they made her feel.
They put her down or brought her up, but in the end the story is what will tell the truth.
So as you read this and start to wonder remember if you have treated others the way you want to be treated,
Because one of the stories might just end up being about you.
--A.Mi.

Day 34

Although it has been awhile since she has been on this last nothing has changed.
She still goes through the struggles of trying to figure out who belongs and who does not.
What is really a dream, and what has become a reality to her.
Some may say the answer to these questions are relatively easy she would say different.
Even though she would like to say that everything you want will fall into its place.
That is not always the reality. There will be heartbreak and you will lose people,
but everything will come together. It may not happen in a day, a week, or even a year.
The truth is it may take a few years for everything to come together the way you want it to be,
but let it be known that if you do not have a happy ending it is not the ending just quite yet.
She knows from experience that the good things in life never come easy.
Also, that through our losses and heartbreak we truly come to learn who we are.
It builds us up so that we learn who we can trust and who we can love.
For as you may or may not know life can be very deceiving.
Also, that to see the beauty in life you have to go through some of the tough things first.
But always remember that no matter how bad life gets there is always someone there to help you through it.
So keep your head held high and don't be afraid to let your emotions shine through,
because if you aren't true to yourself then you will never find out who you truly are.
--A.Mi.