Day 31

even though everything around her seemed to come to a stop
that was when she realized something rather important
no matter how hard she would try to stop
she would never be able to forget those words that he said
he would always be her best friend, but she felt like something was missing
she had told him that she forgave him for it all,
and he doesn't have to worry about it at all.
she tried her hardest to believe that it was true,
but it wouldn't settle in her mind.
she was hurt and doesn't know how to forget what had happened.
she knows it's not good to dwell on the past,
but how can she not when that's all that is on her mind.
the days seem to go on forever in her head
constantly replaying that night over again in her head,
and how much she wanted it all to be a hallucination.
she doesn't want to tell him that she lied,
because she's never lied to him before.
the mere thought of it wandered in her mind every night.
how could she lie about the one feeling that meant the most to her
sometimes we never know why we do something,
but we still do it anyway.
it's the thoughts that come from the smallest thing that can be stuck forever in our minds.
--A.Mi....